Avery Poznanski was excited for a brand new chapter.
The nonbinary transgender senior at UCLA had determined final month, after years of private discovery and lengthy discussions with their household and docs, to begin testosterone remedy. The primary few weeks felt thrilling, fulfilling.
Then Donald Trump, after working a virulently anti-transgender marketing campaign, received the presidential election Tuesday — which felt “actually scary” and “disheartening,” Poznanski mentioned.
“I’m form of nonetheless surprised about how huge of a difficulty trans expression and rights grew to become on Trump’s aspect, and the way onerous they campaigned on it,” the 21-year-old Murrietta native mentioned Wednesday. “I’m simply feeling scared, actually.”
Throughout the U.S., transgender and different queer persons are grappling with the truth that People voted in massive numbers for a candidate who brazenly ridiculed them on the marketing campaign path, and a political occasion that spent thousands and thousands on anti-LGBTQ+ assault adverts.
For a lot of, Democratic Vice President Kamala Harris’ loss to Trump isn’t just upsetting however deeply threatening. They’re in search of causes to be optimistic, resembling Sarah McBride’s election in Delaware, which can make her the primary out transgender member of Congress. However most simply really feel gutted — partly as a result of they consider Trump will carry via on his guarantees to strip away their rights.
“It’s a scary time to be a trans individual, and to listen to a lot actually unfounded and startling rhetoric from that aspect, and to suppose that which may be pushed into precise laws,” Poznanski mentioned.
Trump’s election follows years of accelerating political hostility towards transgender folks and a wave of state legal guidelines aimed toward curbing the rights of this tiny subset of the American inhabitants. Nevertheless it additionally marked a brand new escalation.
Trump denigrated transgender folks from the beginning of the race. In considered one of his first marketing campaign movies — a part of his “Agenda 47” coverage platform — he mentioned “left-wing gender madness [was] being pushed on our youngsters” and amounted to “little one abuse.”
He mentioned he would signal an government order upon taking workplace “instructing each federal company to stop all packages that promote the idea of intercourse and gender transition at any age”; block federal funding to hospitals that present gender-affirming care; guarantee “extreme penalties” for academics who acknowledge transgender youngsters; and push colleges to “promote optimistic schooling in regards to the nuclear household, the roles of moms and dads, and celebrating somewhat than erasing the issues that make women and men completely different and distinctive.”
Trump additionally routinely disparaged transgender folks on the marketing campaign path. He forged them as a menace to ladies and ladies, together with in sports activities, and advised absurd lies to drum up further concern — together with his declare that American youngsters have been being whisked out of colleges to have genital surgical procedures with out their dad and mom’ consent.
In September, Trump’s marketing campaign began working an assault advert that hammered Harris over a coverage of offering gender-affirming healthcare to federal inmates, utilizing the road, “Kamala is for they/them. President Trump is for you.” And when that appeared to resonate with voters, the marketing campaign doubled down, airing anti-transgender adverts throughout sports activities video games and throughout the swing states. One latest estimate put Republican spending on anti-transgender adverts on community tv alone at $215 million.
LGBTQ+ rights organizations have challenged the notion that voters discovered Trump’s anti-transgender message interesting, and polls have proven that many People help transgender rights. Nonetheless, the truth that such a message was so core to Trump’s successful marketing campaign says one thing in regards to the American citizens, based on transgender folks and their members of the family.
“I feel it was very fashionable along with his base, and with the oldsters who have been throwing cash at him,” mentioned Amber Easley, a mom in San Bernardino County whose 17-year-old son, Milo, is transgender. “It was a direct contributor to [Trump’s] success, which is sort of devastating.”
Jaymes Black, chief government of the Trevor Mission, which operates cellphone, textual content and chat strains for queer youth experiencing suicidal ideas or in any other case needing to speak, mentioned the group’s providers had seen demand enhance about 125% on election day via Wednesday morning, in comparison with regular days.
“The Trevor Mission desires LGBTQ+ younger folks to know that we’re right here for you, irrespective of the result of any election, and we’ll proceed to struggle for each LGBTQ+ younger individual to have entry to secure, affirming areas — particularly throughout difficult occasions,” Black mentioned. “LGBTQ+ younger folks: your life issues, and also you have been born to stay it.”
Erin Reed, a transgender activist and unbiased journalist who has written extensively in regards to the trans neighborhood, mentioned there’s “plenty of despair” on the market amongst queer folks.
“I’m not going to sugarcoat it: I needed to discuss three or 4 folks down from suicide,” Reed mentioned of conversations she‘d had on election night time. “That’s the truth that persons are going through proper now.”
Many transgender persons are already “very unsafe” dwelling in Republican-controlled states which have handed sweeping anti-trans measures lately, Reed mentioned, together with bans on gender-affirming healthcare, on transgender folks utilizing loos that match their identities, on queer-affirming books, and on processes that enable transgender folks to replace state paperwork resembling driver’s licenses.
Now, Reed mentioned, transgender folks across the nation — together with in blue states — are questioning whether or not Trump and his newly empowered Republican colleagues within the upcoming Congress will be capable of go related measures on the federal degree.
These within the trans neighborhood are additionally frightened that Democrats will abandon them now based mostly on a notion that defending them is just too expensive politically, Reed mentioned; they’re questioning, “How will we handle to not get thrown underneath the bus?”
Many Democrats have voiced solidarity with the queer neighborhood, and queer leaders and organizations are doing outreach to ensure queer persons are OK and to push again towards Republican narratives that dehumanize transgender folks — which is all very important, however not sufficient, mentioned Honey Mahogany, government director of the San Francisco Workplace of Transgender Initiatives.
“I want to see solidarity from different communities, assurances that we’re all on this collectively after which collective organizing,” she mentioned.
Each she and Reed mentioned transgender voices are too typically overlooked of the dialogue about transgender lives, and mentioned that should cease.
Milo Easley, a senior at Redlands Excessive College, agrees. He desires extra folks to speak about transgender points — simply not in the way in which Trump does, with “a lot negativity” and “plenty of fearmongering.”
Milo mentioned he finds some consolation dwelling in California, which has legal guidelines that shield transgender folks and gender-affirming care — however he’s nonetheless scared by Trump’s win and frightened about queer associates in different states.
“They’re already coping with anti-trans insurance policies, and the chance of getting extra underneath Trump is a severe concern,” Milo mentioned. “Loads of them inform me how they’re afraid for the long run with Trump in workplace.”
He’s attempting to remain optimistic — together with in regards to the future, the place he sees “plenty of room for enchancment” — but it surely’s powerful.
Poznanski additionally feels fortunate to stay in California, and to be receiving gender-affirming healthcare, however worries about younger folks in less-friendly states who don’t have entry to such therapy.
However Poznanski can be hopeful and decided to stay.
“Our existences are politicized,” they mentioned. “However simply dwelling is an act of resistance.”